if i believe that Jesus is the Son of God, then surely my life should exhibit that same kind of absurdity to the rest of humanity.

i take for granted what i believe, for better or worse.  i've never really contemplated the fact that my beliefs are based on the fact that i think an infinite God sent His actual, living, breathing, Son to die for me...that's pure insanity as far as my mind can comprehend.  so if i actually believe that, there's nothing in my everyday life that shouldn't exemplify that same type of insanity.

insanity calculated into beauty.