Monday, January 30, 2012

bebo and spike are dead and that just sucks.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Monday, January 23, 2012

po'mz

robert creeley the poet

i've always enjoyed his work.  good interview.

here's a blurb.  you'll probably laugh...


INTERVIEWER
Do you think you work better in the isolated places you seem to frequent—in New Hampshire, Mallorca, New Mexico?
CREELEY
That seems to be my habit, although having been a teacher for some years I can make it with a number of people and find a place with them. But my dilemma, so to speak, as a younger man, was that I always came on too strong with people I casually met. I remember one time, well, several times, I tended to go for broke with particular people. As soon as I found access to someone I really was attracted by—not only sexually, but in the way they were—I just wanted to, literally, to be utterly with them. I found myself absorbing their way of speaking. I just wanted to get in them. And some people, understandably, would feel this was pretty damned exhausting—to have someone hanging on, you know, like coming at you. I didn't have any experience of how it was really affecting the other person. I mean, I think that a lot of my first wife's understandable bitterness about our relationship was the intensity that she was having to deal with. I mean everything was so intense and involved always with tension. My way to experience emotion was to tighten it up as much as possible, and not even wittingly. Just “naturally.” Allen Ginsberg makes a remark that when I get to town nobody sleeps till I'm gone. I can't let anybody sleep because I don't want to miss anything. I want it all, and so I tend at times, understandably, to exhaust my friends—keep pushing, pushing, pushing. Not like social pushing to make a big noise, but you know, I don't want to miss it. I love it. I so love the intensity of people that I can't let anything stop until it's literally exhaustion.

[...]
 “Well, look, if I paint what you know, then that will simply bore you, the repetition from me to you. If I paint what I know, it will be boring to myself. Therefore I paint what I don't know.” Well, I believe that. I write what I don't know.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

houston

he's down the street from me or something.




Thursday, January 5, 2012

thursday

'portlandia' is hilarious.

feist's new album is really good.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

life is comedy

and i love to laugh.


xo

Monday, January 2, 2012

Gears


Rosemary would eat off all our desks
doing what she's doing
               the casket left
in the living room.
    Use it as a coffee table when the neighbors come over
    Eat a birthday cake on it
    Take a picture of the green and gold pillow with cursive salvation on it
    Put a cat on it

Your brother's mother warms a lean, her face high
above the white plates, an approved
confusion wriggled in dim light.
Japanese cooks at a bakery
washing dishes.
"You need to know but you don't"
     falling in love is just another       way of making
a fool
of yourself

Don't touch me on the chest while your wife is upstairs
The confidence of sound
in a room filled with space

Danger in the corners
relaxes a time bomb escaper
lying in a splintered crater of rosewood floors, a tree invertebrate
soaking into his family
                      memories
and when the dog was never found; it smelled of oxidized iron before it was
what it was             to be.

Derelict advantages play fast jazz towards a pool
of sports car buyers, their
company is ALL AT ONCE.

When craning remittance shuffles
with a dance partner called
However You Want It, the moon cages itself in
a jealous harboring made of Entice. 

He snacks on gas
station beef jerky, a cosmic spin
put on the whole thing. 

Man, laughing, he's totally laughing at
the whole thing.

"Hey, if you escape, shoot me in the brain, okay?
...I've gotta be somewhere soon."
            Lasting here any longer,
            Punches through white paper,
and      Integration sleeps with some slothy lady
down   the street, she's actually right next door.

Brass melody, waiting family,
voices crowded with errant noise
     can't reach the handle
          can't reach the handle to



When gears rotate smoothly
When weather opens mouths
When bodies warm bodies